Don't feel bad. You were trying to accurately explain something to a population of people who are brave on the internet and pussies in real life.
When I left my son's father, my biggest fears about dating as a single mom came from shit I read on the OG. I quickly learned that most decent guys don't really care if you have a kid, or are a bit gimpy. But if you ask the OG, single moms are whores and trash that no decent guy wants.
I do, however, suggest looking into another medication for your fiancé and/or Medicaid. When I was out of work, Medicaid was a huge help.
And fuck that bullshit about collecting unemployment "on the tax payer's dime," or people that utilize government benefits when things are rough. We've worked and paid into that shit, as well, so we have earned the right to use it.
I have no skills and make almost as much as you in retail store management. I know you like where you work (I'm so jealous of your health insurance situation), and all the pictures you've posted of the CC are BEAUTIFUL, but if you ever have to change careers, I think you could do well in retail management. I'm on track to get my own store and I'll add $25K+ to my annual income, no degree needed and I've only been with the company for two and a half years.