Yeah.
Looking outward in, assuming no influence, if I just "was", I do believe inherently I'd feel there was something greater behind it all.
As it is, intellectually speaking, I find it more plausible that written scriptural accounts are truth statements of history rather than myths or stories of some sort.
I am not a huge fan of organizational religion, and disagree with some doctrines, therefore there is no "church" for me other than me. That said, generally, there's far more good happening inside that box than outside it.
I do feel it's my duty to share my belief, but not until I live it to avoid hypocrisy.
If my view is not accepted commonly, and I am being persecuted and possibly killed for it without physically harming others, then I know I'm on the right track.