Ah my man, it's all in good fun. Funny thing is, I know quite a few people who did long stays, and most have a demeanor like you are showing here..... Buuuuuuut we gotta few clowns in here that like to act like they're the toughest dudes you'll ever meet, and they live that gangsta life..... But most people can tell that it ain't real.
Im gonna tell you some real shit. I know when I’m getting clowned. I know you don’t know me but people think Cause I got an 8th grace education shit is sweet. I don’t appreciate that shit.
Being 5’7 and in the system ain’t roses. I realized real quick that while I don’t have this imposing body I had to use my mind. You know I don’t mean to go on but I want you to know what’s up. For example if Ricky needed smokes and had noodles and Jamal had smokes but wanted noodles, I’d arrange that shit. I started organizing deals for others and this insulated me. Know what I’m saying.
You gotta learn how to adapt. Now I’m no stranger to violence. In the pent I never had real trouble but I was insulated by people. I’m a real individual. I’m not the brightest and I’m not the strongest. But I’m the realest. That’s what it is. Thank you for reading bud. I haven’t had anywhere to really talk.
it’s just some really fucked up shit. My family won’t fuck with me except my lil bro, it’s hard man. I don’t mean to overreact.
