Seems like Mayhem shacked up with a dream killer and has been free falling ever since....probably guilty he fucked it all up and won't let himself get the little success he can earn on the straight and narrow.
Drug free mayhem was a good dude but at this point I think all the people he helped during that time have had enough, as a fan I sure as hell have. Once again I hope he cleans his act up and finds a little happiness.