Just saw this thread. Sorry for the late reply IWEI, just saw the twitter message
Damn guys I don't even know what to say. I really don't want to be a charity case. But I feel like I'm in a position where if someone offers me help I would be an idiot to refuse. I have refused many times in the past and that got me nowhere.
I really don't know what to say. Today was horrible for me. In a hour span, I did laundry, took a shower and tried to pick up/take out the trash. Since then, I have been fucked. Completely fucked. Just that shit alone destroys me. I feel so down, man, and absolutely helpless as far as living a normal life.
The good news, thank god, is that April 29 (wednesday) I;m finally going back to get another shot. Been like 2 months since I got one. They wear off after a couple weeks. So I have really been suffering.
Sorry to even type about all this. This thread has me completely overwhelmed. I know people on here who don't know me probably see me as a loser, but I am in a situation I don't have control of.. Please don't judge me if anyone is reading this who doesn't know my story.
To you guys. I can't thank you enough. Do you want to start a private group message? I'm sorry for typing such a long post here. Just can't believe the kindness some people have. Due to what happened today (such an immense amount of pain for hours now, from such little activity).. I was just at a super low point. I was not gonna post about it or anything. But then seeing this thread, damn. Completely overwhelming. I dunno what to do or say. I just want you guys to know how appreciative I am of the fact you are even thinking of me.
Where do I go from here? How do I start a group PM? Can someone start it for us
@I Wild Each It ?
So sorry to bring my shit to this forum. But can't thank you all enough for supporting me.
I know I have a lot of unanswered posts and messages to reply to. I will after tonight's fights.
@TeamSerraLongo 
@Splinty 
@BirdWatcher 
