so you are upset over rainbows?
No, but they represent something in your attitude. The first ones I simply took as you disagreeing with what I ask for, but how you handled my explanation then is what I'm upset with.
And now how should I think that those you give me here are not signs of aggression or ridicule? (at least the first)
Honestly I don't care what you think about it, but I have no problem discussing it either. I'll just try to be true to my emotions, and it did rile me up yesterday, I have no reason to hide that or be ashamed about it.
When I was younger I actually was an asshole more often than not, and at times a bully. I changed, but now I sometimes react thin-skinned to seeing others being bullied or people trying to bully me.
That's how it seemed to me a bit. Like what you wanted to convey was: "fuck off you loser, nobody cares about your problem"
And so far you have not provided me with anything to make me think otherwise. Not saying that you have to at all, don't get me wrong. You do what’s true to you.