It can't be all that different, I'm here
there is only one guy I rooted against cause of the fans and it wasn't Edgar. I do find him to be insufferable but I think I've said enough about his abilities to prove I do respect him a lot. I'm a big Benson fan too but I couldn't be biased when they rematched, Edgar won and should've had his title back and ever since that night he's had a pretty raw deal, even though he did get another title shot but down at 145.
Regarding the bandwagoning stuff and being too attached to whatever sport you follow ... having some passion about something like that isn't some abhorrent behaviour, it's just another form of escapism. I bet you watch movies and TV shows and it really isn't all that different. You wouldn't watch The Matrix and spend the entire time pointing out every aspect that you don't consider realistic, no, you suspend your disbelief to enjoy it, and getting behind a team definitely adds something to the experience (for most of us) win or lose, and we do accept the bad with the good even if it is traumatic lol. I'm an England supporter in a few different sports and we are guaranteed to lose under all sorts of different conditions, but I wouldn't enjoy their matches as much if it was just about the football or cricket and and I had no connection to the team. Yeah fighting is a bit different and I've watched great fights between 2 unknowns, but guess how many I can remember? ZERO. I can name dozens of England footballers or cricketers and various moments of glory or embarrassment BECAUSE I am passionate about following them.
I think you are in a minority. or at least there is enough people that are similar to me in this regard for it not to be some character flaw, and you only have to look at the involvement for events like the football world cup to see how many people support their teams with real emotions. The other side to this is those same athletes wouldn't enjoy it nearly as much if every single event was behind closed doors with no supporters. (
in a hypothetical situation where income from fans wasn't important) Fighters give credit to the fans after every fight and it's not just to thank those who cut your check so to speak, they want people to see them perform and get behind them, or even to get behind their opponent and give them additional motivation, so that relationship is very important.
finally, I come to MMA forums not to talk about myself and my own achievements or lack of, I come to discuss other men (
and now women too) and their achievements. If that isn't a form of living through them I don't know what is, and you're here doing the same thing.I know you want to feel like you're a noble supporter but it's all the same thing in a different guise.
If Dana put a contract in front of me to make the Conor vs Edgar fight happen of course I would sign it in an instant. I guess you're gonna have to accept I flip-flop from one end of the spectrum to the other because my opinions and emotions change from minute to minute, day to day or sometimes not at all.
PS: I should proof read this but here goes