She went to therapy.....
Actually, she had her problems (like most women), but lock down/WFH and political chaos really fucked her up.. messed with her sense of security.
Then when I had my back injury she completely fell apart and I just never really got her back. Superman went down and something broke inside of her. And she turned 50.
She's had some kind of major episode every 4-5 months since.
Last Xmas she was missing and suicidal.
Ive been dealing with slsome shit for some time.
I went north to camp and raft with some friends for 4th of july weekend.. She was invited, her friends too. But she said she didn't want to go.
I came home a couple days early, actuallythe night of the 4th, it was absolute chaos on the flathead river lol..... and she wasn't here.
Showed up around noon the next day.
Said she crashed at a friend's in town after watching fireworks.
I knew something was up, she was acting sketchy.
Two days later we were watching the house of dragons show, had a couple episodes in the bank. After the first one I asked if she wanted to watch the next. "Let's save it for tomorrow"
5 minutes later I'm wondering if she went to bed?
Nope.
Looked in my lower driveway, her car was gone. Bitch must have rolled to the bottom HS style before starting the engine.
5 minutes later got a text basically saying "I couldn't face you, please don't hate me".
Pretty sure me coming home Friday night fucked up her plan of not being here when I got home on Sunday.
14 years down the shitter.
