@sparkuri I wasn't aware you were in an affected area. I guess that does help justify some of your panic. My stance is still the same, and as a friend I just want you to be happy and from my point of view, you aren't happy right now. You are in full panic mode and if the more healthy option is between two options, panic over something you can't control and worrying about it constantly versus trying to reassure yourself your chances of surviving is high, I would think the more healthy mindset is the latter.
Just constantly google positive things like the entire US population, focus on people have been recovering from it. Just start thinking more positive broski. All this worrying cannot be good for your health system.